Down the road from our house here in Thailand, there is a work site. At this site there are a few men, 2 women, and one child. They are poor, the poorest people I have ever seen. The women I think are my age, but look so much older. All of the adults have lost their teeth, even the front ones, and the little boy. Oh that little boy. He plays all day there at the construction site with no shoes and rags for clothes. I thought he was 3 or 4, but after we met him we found out he was 6 years old. The boys brought him toys and clothes, and we always bring him a snack when we walk by.
One of the women is his mom. Oh how much she loves him. She is usually sitting under an umbrella with him holding him, or giving him water from the community water bucket, and when we bring him presents she always gently brings him over to tell us thank you since he is very shy. He seems happy, he is very loved.
I found myself standing in the middle of the street the other day staring at his mom talking to him, and feeding him the grapes we had just gave him.
I realized as I stood there, that I was jealous.
I would trade it all. I would lose my teeth, my house, my youth. I would work in the sun all day, 7 days a week just to have my little boy to love.
I would trade it all, just to have Trek.
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Tomorrow is National Rare Disease Day, the motto of the day is, Alone we are rare, together we are strong. I have a post I have been working on about Trek’s Niemann Pick Type A timeline to share tomorrow in honor of it.
Trek sadly is included in this rare group, having an extremely rare disease-Niemann Pick Type A. Our friend Shannon has a great post she made about Rare Disease Day, what it’s all about, and what you can do to support it at the link below.
A few things I can think of are-
::go to the blogs of the babies we know of that have Niemann Pick Type A, a very rare disease, and leave them a comment of love
currently living with NPA-
little NPA angels-
::If you know of a child with a rare disease or any disease at all, you can order them this beautiful children’s book by Shannon, Wylder’s mom, wrote especially for children living with sickness or disease, just click on the book below to be taken to Amazon.
::You can take part in Quinn’s Thailand Fundraiser to help Quinn do some of the fun things on her list for her little life.
::Wear Trek’s Embrace Life bracelet tomorrow, or any other rare disease bracelet that you have to help raise awareness that will eventually lead to cures for all rare diseases.
if you want your own Embrace Life bracelet, you can get it here.
Thank you for all of the sharing and supporting we have had for Quinn’s fundraiser so far, we have already sold over 50 anklets!
Have a beautiful day everyone, and to all of our rare disease friends-
I am so sorry we are in this group together, I never dreamed I would be, as I know you did not either want to be included. But I am so thankful for our friendships, and the love you have shared with me. So much love from us to you-xoxo, Chelsea









xoxoxo
thanks Eileen-xoxo
Oh sweet Chelsea – I know you would. xoxoxo
thanks Cathy so much-xoxo
Beautiful post, I know you would trade everything and do absolutely anything to have him with you. I wish it could all be different. I dreamed of your beautiful boy last night..I miss him..I miss you. Love you and sending extra love!
I dreamed of him too! I got some good snuggles in my dream:) love you sister
XOXO
thank you Danielle
Of course you would trade it all. Thank you for this reminder. Hugs to you and have an adventurous day!
thank you Maria for always leaving such sweet comments-love ,Chelsea
I have been reading for a long time and am just now commenting – but I am so inspired by you, and little Trek, and Quinn. I’ve ordered my bracelet and only wish I could do more. You’re all in my thoughts and prayers.
Kelly
thank you so much Kelly for supporting us and reading for so long. I love hearing how much people love us and care, it means so much. And thank you for getting one of Trek’s bracelets, they are really special to us. so much love, Chelsea
I wish I had the words or deeds to bring Trek back to your arms. I am so, so,so sorry you have endured this pain…Chelsea, Jarrett, Amanda, and all the other families. All I know to do is to send love out into the world…for you guys, for Trek and the other angels. I know he isnt in your arms, at your breast…but you have given him life in so many of our hearts. Still, I know we would all trade that for him to be in your arms. I am just so sorry, Chelsea. Tears streaming down my face, and it doesnt bring him back to you. We send you lots of love and hugs. I am so glad you know Trek is in peace.
i know Meg, I still get let-down all of the time, I think if he magically came back to me I would still have milk for him. I really miss him and it means a lot to have you understand and cry with me. xoxo ,Chelsea
you do? wow! I could see that as either cruel or a warm closeness with Trek, still. Maybe it is his way of sending you love…give you a hug where you two spent so much time. Oh Chelsea…
i know Meg, I actually really like it though, it helps me so much to have physical reminders of his presence, like I am really a part of him. xoxo sweet friend
I know you would trade all that for your sweet baby! You are such a warm and loving person and I’m proud to be your Aunt. Thanks for posting this and the pictures of all the beautiful babies
Lots and lots of love!
It makes me so sad when I post all of their photos, I can’t believe how cruel life can be sometimes, that there are other families out there feeling the same things as us. I hate it, but am so happy to know them and love them across the miles. and I am proud to have you as an Aunt:)
Chelsea
Thank you for so freely sharing about this journey. It’s so sweet to hear how tender hearted Peyton and Conner are towards others. You and Jarrett and teaching them well. We love you and will wear our bracelets in honor if Trek and the day.
Thinking of you.
thank you Beth for doing that for us, love ,Chelsea
I know you would Chelsea … I am just so very sorry. Love and hugs. Xxoo s
thanks Shannon, I know you feel the same. love you so much, Chelsea
I think the pain a mother endures must be the worst kind of pain there is. Of course you would trade everything. I want to say something to ease your pain, but I don’t dare downplay your loss. I do pray for your family.
i know Robin, I dreaded this sooo much when Trek was alive. At least the pain i had then was totally over thrown by having him with me, now I have nothing. It is so frusterating. thank you for your sweet comments all of the time and for your prayers. much love ,Chelsea