Kickstarter update-We have 6 days left and have over $4000! We are so excited to see how many Following After Trek books we are going to get to print! Also we are going to be on the news today at 4pm on KWTX in Texas you can watch it live here.
Trek would have been 18 months old today. Even if he had not been sick and we had not celebrated monthly birthdays, I would have taken notice of this day. 1 1/2 years old. He would not have felt so much like a baby any more, he would have been eating his own happy meal, running everywhere, and maybe would not have like to ride in his baby carrier anymore preferring to explore by himself. He would have been a toddler, with little shoes and hair to comb and toy cars to drive around on the floor. He would have been saying mama and daddy and maybe even Peyton and Conner by now. I daydream some days about what he would look like and what he would be doing right now if he had lived, if my baby was still alive.
But most days I just remember. I remember and smile and my heart swells 10 sizes at the thought of him. I remember his big blue eyes, his soft blonde hair, his wide angelic smile, the connection we had when he nursed, and how he fit perfect in my arms.
Happy 18 month birthday sweet boy