I have wanted to write about Jarrett so many times, but everytime I do I am at a loss for words. I fear I will not be able to capture all he is and what he means to me in just a few sentences. He wrote a post today on his website, it shows a glimpse of his heart usually reserved for just me. Jarrett is so full~so full of love, full of bravery, adventure, passion, and determination.
Jarrett and I are in deep right now editing his book. It has been a tough week as we are working through a part of his book about Trek. Jarrett has many books that he is working on, but after Trek died one of his books started to take all of his time and energy. It is his tribute to our baby and his way of healing~it is amazing.
Jarrett told me that he made a blog post today, I happily went to his site ready for a laugh and a funny story like his other posts. I was surprised. Jarrett is very open and vulnerable with me and the boys, he very rarely shares his feelings with others. I loved what he wrote, he put into words some parts of our journey that I have not been able to. We were watching A Series of Unfortunate Events the other day and the narrator said this quote, Jarrett and I just looked at each other with tears in our eyes. I am so thankful I have him to walk this road with me.
If you have ever lost someone very important to you, then you already know how it feels; and if you haven’t, you cannot possibly imagine it-Lemony Snickets
Jarrett’s post on his website below~
I will be sharing this quote…wonderful! I loved Jarrett’s post…thanks to both of you for sharing your life and journey with us all!
use away-it is a sad quote but so true. much love to you Jannette, I am so sorry you loss your love.xoxo
Words typed into text box on a computer screen never do justice to the feelings that come from reading a post such as this. Thank you most sincerely for sharing the link.
you are so welcome Liz-thanks for all your sweet and thoughtful words-xoxo
I don’t care that I have never met you all in person, I just love you all so full heartedly (is that even a word??:) Virtual hugs!!
yes its a word b/c you said it:) we love you guys too-i know we will meet soon-xoxo
Chelsea, Peyton, & Conner…I know you know this, but you are blessed to have Jarrett as your stronghold & one who can be real with his feelings when he needs to be. Lots of love!
He is so strong! You have a wonderful husband!
thank you so much Jen-I think so too:)
I am always in awe of Jarrett, always have been since the day i met him. I love the bond and team you all make together, it is more than most have and I am so happy you have that. It is tough reading about your hearts, but i know it is only a glimpse of your days and what you go through, it is the least I can do. I wish to take away any part of the pain but know that nothing can help. I love you guys and am just so glad you have eachother. Jarrett truly is amazing! I am thankful he is there to take care of you sister and my sweet nephews, there is no one better for the job, and I know you take care of him as well.
thank you so much amanda, i could not do this without him, nor would i want to
Jarrett’s emotions came out with such clarity and were so intense. I keep reading them over. I continue to hope and pray for all of you to keep loving and healing and living an extraordinary life! <3
thank you so much Maria for understanding him, I thought it was so clear also and beautiful-he loves and misses Trek so much.
I always looked at my babies and couldn’t fathom losing them. They are so sweet, helpless and innocent.
that’s exactly how i feel
I know the feeling and ache along side you and Jarrett both…it is an individual journey, but the need for God and others, for me is crucial.
Blessings to you on your continued journey.
Michael
Thank you so much Michael, I just went to your website and saw you lost your daughter-I am so sorry. much love, Chelsea
My youngest daughter was born just weeks before Trek. I came across your blog through a friend on Maui, and since then I have been reading almost daily. I’m honestly not sure what to say exactly, but I am drawn to you and your family. Xoxoxo
thank you so much Christel for reading and keeping up with us-that means a lot. enjoy your sweet baby girl:) xoxo
A mother’s love is usually recognized as ferocious, but I think a father’s love is more reckless because of the powerlessness it brings
I agree Robin, Jarrett’s so reckless and focused, we feel very safe with him. xoxo